It's another day of frustrating grunt work to pay the bills to stay alive only to face another day of the same .Meanwhile I've come up with 5 new designs for suturing-sewing machines on the end of a catheter .Devices that could repair damage from things like gunshot wounds from the inside out .Also I've made several new advances in my by-pass tool design so I have more options than potential problems that my arise with the differant variety of operation methods .If my jewelry buyer does'nt call me back I may get to spend the rest of the day working on one of the proto-types .Unfortunatly that would also mean I would have to spend a lot more time tommorrow trying to drum up more grunt work .I just wish that I could find some REAL funding .An investor that does'nt require that the pay back be in the form of me remodeling his house that nobody else would touch with a ten foot pole .I always get myself into these can of worms jobs where you go in to do one job and find a totally screwed up mess that has to be done before I can do what I promissed to do .And since I promissed to do my part I get stuck with their part to .If I ever get out of this hole I will never touch another persons house again .I sometimes get the feeling that my friends are going around spreading rumours that all of my ideas are total bull shit just so I will have no choice but to take whatever job they have because they can't find anyone else to do it .I have been told this is true for at least one client and that really sucks .
So once again I make my plea for money ,not so I can scrub your toilet or re-tile your kichen ,but to make us both millionairs and make growing old a little less painful for eveyone .Some day you will need what can truly do .