June Eighteenth Two Thousand Four

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Last night was one of the most depressing nights in awhile .I finnaly got the crankshaft pulley off of the engine that is in the truck at the moment so I could fix the oil leak till I can get around to putting the new engine in but as I removed the old seal I could tell that it was not the source of the problem .That was bad enough but when I unwraped the $1000 dollars worth of carefully stored engine parts I was going to assemble when I have the time to do it right I found several large holes that looked like the cat had been using it for a scratching post .The bottom of the plastic was filled with water and humidity did the rest .Now I have a $1000 dollar pile of usless scrap metal . My only hope now is in the lotto ticket that is sitting in front of me now .It is up to $120 million but with my luck I'll win along with enough other people that as I drive to collect my part of the winnings that my truck will catch fire and the winnings will be just enough to pay for the hospital bills to keep me alive so I can spend even more years in even more pain and be even more horrendously ugly than I am already . At this point I'm hoping the truck goes up in a big fire ball and takes me with it .I am so sick of trying and failing .